#But i gotta post a pubby.

[tamari-real]

Looks accurate to me!

pitbull with no reference

[objectumpuppygirl]

Imagine a sensitive robot girl stuck in a crash loop for like 42 hours thats crazy

[mew-f-0]

I just wrote like a 10 minute vent post and it didnt load.. Maybe for the best.

It was just about having bad christmas and ptsd feelings and panic attacks coming back out of no where. :c

Even tumblr doesnt wanna hear my b.s. lol

Edit: im trying again anyway

I had the worst xmas eve and xmas in a long time.. I was gonna go see my mom and sister but they didnt tell me my abusive dad was gonna be there and i had a meltdown

My friend was gonna give me a ride but we didnt make it 10 miles out when the car didnt start again. He was gonna try to get a oil change but it didnt need it and the meter was broken and then it didnt start so we spent like 6+ hours waiting for help and stuff. He eventually got it going. Weird how i was kinda protected from having to see my abusive dad.. Maybe it was the interdimensional alien guardians heh. Once i found out that he was gonna be there i had a little panic attack melt down. For some reason my anxiety has been acting up, hasnt been this bad since high school.

Also i didnt get to drop of presents to pubby-chan that was lame i felt bad but it will be ok i will mail them later. I wish i could of seen her for a second at least. I only have 2 friends in this big bad world and she is one of them :3

At least i got to spend some time with my other friend even tho we were stuck in the cold, we both just played switch waiting for help to come it was ok

I dunno why my hell brain is acting up again i jus wanna he normal q.q. i have a doctor appointment late january it seems like so far off i hope they can help me get on new meds or soemthing. My mom said she had similar thing happen at my age like just anxiety flare up out of nowhere. They gave her klonopin idk what that is but if it help her maybe it help me.

I just gotta not let the intrusive thoughts win and focua on what makes me happy.

Cats, good friends in my life, video games, music, anime, arts and crafts.. Good nature n such. Just wish i could go back to normal hopefully soon.. I cant even enjoy weed anymore it just makes me anxious .. Just out of nowhere it started doing that must be something going on i dont know about. Solar flares maybe or planetary alignments.

I spent all christmas making a shiny zangoose perler. Its the biggest one i ever made and it took forever cos i kept messing up! But i was determined and like 10 hours later i finished it.

It took longer making that than it did finding one in game lol. The shiny sandwiches rly worked for me tho! I found a shiny zangoose first try :3

[jinxed-mutt]

Gotta start dog posting again, I finally been getting back into pet space and that shit just hits so right

I am soooo pubby y’all have no idea 🤧

[probslematic]

xuomi replied to your post “sometimes you gotta just block and hope it goes away”

hes just a drooly pubby with acid blood

xuomi replied to your post “sometimes you gotta just block and hope it goes away”

wat's wrong with xenomorph

GHJMKD I WISH THAT WAS THE XENO I HAD SEEN.

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queenprotector replied to your post “@one-hand-incorporated​ pubby?:  “You know, if you love thisssss...”

have it carry the ring at your wedding

“If and when I get married I gotta ask Luci if I can borrow Cerberus to be the ring bearer because that would be cute and I need it.”